Hi,
How are you my friend? I heard that you’re doing great as a call center agent, hope you’re not doing a hard time answering calls and listening on other people with their concerns and demands. I have also heard that you are back from your 3 days vacation a few weeks ago, did it went well?
I am really sorry for not giving you a ring these past few months, I’ve been very busy working on our thesis and coping up with my other subjects in school so that I wont get failing marks by the end of the year, you know what, were expecting to finally graduate by May 15, how’s that for a good news? I think you and dada would be happy for me, are you? I know it’s been a while since I came by to your house and sit down and talked to you sincerely, and I feel sorry for that.
I know you’re a bit disappointed on me with my unworthy and bad deeds, I know, you know everything that is happening to me even without telling you. I may not tell you my stories every day because of the work loads you and I have, I do know that you have your eyes on me observing from a distant. And you know what, I’ve been too shabby this few days, lots of things are clouding my mind today, sometimes I feel like I am all alone, and most of the time I feel like I don’t really know my self at all, I feel lost now my friend, I am lost and confused on everything with me right now, I am I getting my worst?
With all of this things happening on me, know you’re the only one who can help me to get through all of this, I know that you know me very well since I was a child, you have never left me alone during my darkest and saddest hours of my life, you always give me strength when I am weak, help me stand up to my two feet when I am to weak to stand on my own, welcomed me back to your heart even if I have abandoned you many times, love me still even if I have hurt you a lot.
I really need your company and guidance, and love, MY friend I really need you now, I am too weak to goon with my life, Jesus I know you have never abandoned me in my every journey and decision that I have made. I am sorry if I have hurt many people around me, sorry if I am questioning your unconditional love, please Jesus give me more strength and understanding to make things every day right.
I hope you would understand me, despite my faults.
With all love and respect
Vonsai
