there are questions asked

i don't know what exactly the time it is,,but i can't sleep,, so many questions i would like to ask to a few,,,(while listenin to Have you ever by brandy)

!. bkit kung kelan mo ibinuhos ung lahat ng attention, pag mamahal, tiwala, at ung mag mahal ng nag iisa lng,, eh un naman ung panahon na, pakiramdam mo eh mag isa ka na gumagawa ng paraan para sa relasyon? bkit kaya madalas na ganun?

2. bkt kadalasan nating mag sinungaling o itago ang isang bagay o pagkakamali upang hndi makasakit eh kung tutuusin mas doble o higit pa ung sakit na maidudulot nito?

3. bkit kadalasang bigla nlng tyo nang iiwan at nawawala, ng hndi man lng nag pa2alam ng maayos at hndi masabi ung kadahilanan ng pag aliz...?

i cant handle..nah pohhhh tuloy q next tym......huhuhuhuh

MACARTHUR - BOB ONG

I was walking inside Metro Market Market when I got inside National Bookstore, and came accross Bob Ong's Novel, MACARTHUR.

I am so curious to see and read what's inside, I have read several of Bob Ong's books such as ABNKKBSNPLAQ, Bkit bliktad magbasa ng libro ang pilipino, Paturitong libro ni Hudas, and stainless longanisa, hehe quite few, but worth reading these things.

moving on to my recently read book the MACARTHUR novel it is, at first you would think that it's nothnig more than a typical story of many filipino writer's who cant do something but to write a crap.. but then after quite somtime,,I have realized that this story is how we all see the reality of life here in the metropolis specially in the squaters area,

this novel really depicts different kinds of filipino family, such as the upper class, middle class, and the slum life,, it also includes the real personality of some Policeman, filthy rich people, Drug addict, and lot's in store.

the story is all about a "BARKADA" on how they usually live thier everyday life, and how they find strength during troubles.

cutting the story short, its all about how life and time is worth while, love, friendship, determination, IT'S ABOUT REALLY.

and i really cried after while reading it,,,BOW TALAGA AKO SAU BOB ONG,,,,,

A Chicken LIttle Curry

Uhmm Shared a little time with my honey,, few hours ago,, heheh we both shared our lunch,, and guess what ,,,Ako nag luto hahahaha,,

and my recipie,,, Chicken Curry..

How to make a perfect curry,,

First you need all the ingredients such as,, sincerity,,Love, and patience,,

to achieve that fantastic taste you should learn how to be patient...

second the happiness that you could give,, for the special person you would spend your meal together,,,

make everything simple,,

and most of all give him the best of everything you have...

sometimes its spicy but it will compliment all the flavours,,,,

A letter for my bestfriend

Hi,






How are you my friend? I heard that you’re doing great as a call center agent, hope you’re not doing a hard time answering calls and listening on other people with their concerns and demands. I have also heard that you are back from your 3 days vacation a few weeks ago, did it went well?

I am really sorry for not giving you a ring these past few months, I’ve been very busy working on our thesis and coping up with my other subjects in school so that I wont get failing marks by the end of the year, you know what, were expecting to finally graduate by May 15, how’s that for a good news? I think you and dada would be happy for me, are you? I know it’s been a while since I came by to your house and sit down and talked to you sincerely, and I feel sorry for that.

I know you’re a bit disappointed on me with my unworthy and bad deeds, I know, you know everything that is happening to me even without telling you. I may not tell you my stories every day because of the work loads you and I have, I do know that you have your eyes on me observing from a distant. And you know what, I’ve been too shabby this few days, lots of things are clouding my mind today, sometimes I feel like I am all alone, and most of the time I feel like I don’t really know my self at all, I feel lost now my friend, I am lost and confused on everything with me right now, I am I getting my worst?

With all of this things happening on me, know you’re the only one who can help me to get through all of this, I know that you know me very well since I was a child, you have never left me alone during my darkest and saddest hours of my life, you always give me strength when I am weak, help me stand up to my two feet when I am to weak to stand on my own, welcomed me back to your heart even if I have abandoned you many times, love me still even if I have hurt you a lot.

I really need your company and guidance, and love, MY friend I really need you now, I am too weak to goon with my life, Jesus I know you have never abandoned me in my every journey and decision that I have made. I am sorry if I have hurt many people around me, sorry if I am questioning your unconditional love, please Jesus give me more strength and understanding to make things every day right.

I hope you would understand me, despite my faults.

With all love and respect
Vonsai

the pAgUDpoD exPerienCe

after the long trip from the City of Pines, Baguio City,, Finally we had arrived at Pagudpod, Ilocos Norte. though it is my second time to visit the place, still there is that excitement and joy I felt when I first saw Pagudpod in its white sandy shoreline and the splendid and spectaular beach. when I first visited the place, I am with my friends from school but we are not that all close all my classmates were left home at santiago. the picture on the right was taken during my second visit last november 2008 with my my ever loving and cool classmates from STI and we hope to graduate this coming march^^.
on the left side of he photo is jhamaica wearing yellow blouse and blazers with yellow skinny jeans, one of the best classmates i had since college no dull moments when " HE" or should I say "SHE",,guess what he's not a typical gay he's one of a kind classmate, kind suuuper kulet and suuuper medyo malas in his love life this year,^^.
next to him is MY nAnay Jerine with the pink jacket, most of the times when jam and jerine where together people would say that they are twins^^ she' s one of a kind too^^.
next is little miss Bizzare love triangle affair^^ Ivy,,she has her on style of geting dress up and a talent on pucking eyebrows^^ hell its not easy to puck someones eyebrow you know!!^^.
Aiza,,little miss "Uwi MUna aqoh"^^ is next to Ivy, the pharse you would usually hear after class^^ she's got a talent on speaking and memorizing wow! my suuuper ex- friend,,uhuhmmm NOT GIRL FRIEND type,,^^ but she' s cool?^^
that BIG guy wearing black leather jackets and shades is the KNOW IT ALL computer programming geek in school on of the best!! of course he's with me in our thesis work^^.trivia on this good looking guy??^^ last chrismass party December 2007 kuya ryan gave me a gift!! i was so excited to open it,,well what do you know as expected he gave me a new UNDIES^^ I called it lucky undies after making it on the ADVADAB def. wearing that undies he gave me..
next to aiza is Jennifer little miss blame it on the world..hehehehe^^ joke,, nothing particular with this girl,,hmmmmm keeps so many secrets,,,,,
next to her is Venus the GODDESS of super katahimikan and Not open mouth policy.. we usually hear her voice when we are all having fun and chat!! sobrang Tahimik eh^^(SUPER QIUET GIRL).
and finally..
its my pleasure to introduce my self^^ im that guy on that photo wearing gray shirts with blue scarf next to VENUS,,what do people say about me??? ^^ not great in particular^^ I am a so simple GUY that is so super in love with MY HONEY!! I wont mention the name,,kilala mo na eh^^,, that day when we are in pagudpod my mood is not so ryt we had a miss understanding with my honey...